Not As Much..

Bad week great friends

I have had a crap week. On Tuesday morning I became totally overloaded with my life and fell in a heap. 

Why?

My house is a pig sty, my children are feral and I am so tired.  On Monday I had to work in the am and took my 4 year old with me. I rang a particular nursing home and let them know I was coming and bringing her. They said it was fine. Then after I left they rang my boss and complained about me bringing Tilly and other stuff I didn’t do. As a consequence my boss said I cant be paid for that client and I had to write an apology letter which made me feel like a right idiot. Gods quiet still voice seems to be eluding me and I dont know what is the right path for my life.

Anyway I hit rock bottom and just felt like giving up

I posted a please help me on a blog I am part of called rahabskitchen  and the response was fabulous people who dont know me at all, from all over the world  wrote words of encouragement and said they would pray. I have felt better since then so uplifted by their words was I. It was so authentic and beautiful I cried tears of relief and joy for finding them. There were no false Christian platitudes. It was so very nice to be able to share safely and feel loved  So thanks guys you have helped me

Also as usual my lovely hubby hugged and appreciated me like only he can. He always has kind and wise words to say.  He was Jesus with skin on for me that day.

So today,  although nothing has changed I feel quite at peace and calm

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